>Today I am angry. Actually it is not just today, it started on Friday and has been progressively getting worse. I am not sure what is causing my anger but it is driving me crazy. There is a boulder of fury sitting in my stomach that just keeps growing. I can feel it expanding and if it doesn’t stop, I might explode. I want to scream or throw something but I know that won’t help me. So instead I sit here attempting to appear calm and trying not to bite the heads off everyone who comes near me.
What causes anger like this? And what part of me is so weak that I allow it to take over and control me? The person that I am at this moment is not the person that God wants to use today to do his work. I need to stop being angry. I need to go pray now.